TESTIMONY OF MY CALL AND MY TRUE CONVERSION IN A CHURCH REVIVAL OR THE LORD HIMSELF TO ME SENT BY REVELATION DECEMBER 1990.
When we returned home, I kept telling and bring this great witness of my survival through the miracle of the audible speech the Lord, that I listened to the 18/04/1977 during the war of eighty days in the land of Mutshatsha the telling in the middle of my work among my colleagues, among my friends in the neighborhood in Lubumbashi, where I was assigned by the company SNCC, after all these events.
Despite everything I did, the evidence that I reported in my surroundings, I felt I acquitted myself do not properly the vow I made to God to witness and work for him, for this high Indeed, this great miracle he has done for me, giving me life again until date. Thus, I began to ask as many questions in my heart I thought how church membership to serve the Lord and testify? Enter
still in the Catholic church I told myself? No I can not even get into the Catholic church, especially when I recalled the fact that the audible voice of the Lord had rejected the Catholic prayers that I wanted to make during this circumstance of death in which I was, I I said that I could not even get into the Catholic Church.
But then, in 1978, as I do not yet know the existence many other Christian religious communities, except the Catholic Church and the Methodist Protestant Church, for which I was suspicious already, from my youth as I grew up and still studying in Catholic circles I could not see how Christian religious community where to go and testify to serve the Lord for all he had done for me!
So after much meditation, some time after, coincidentally, I began to receive from me two brothers Jehovah's Witnesses, who came from time to time visit me at home. You know yourself zeal What do these people go door to door. As they came every time I took the opportunity one day to inform them of the evidence of my survival, what God has done for me to save my life, they were very surprised, but they continued, I can begin to attend their meetings in their Kingdom Hall, as they themselves used to call their meeting room, "kingdom hall".
After many days of reflection and resistance, I told myself, after all, I have no choice! More is praying with these people to return again to the Catholic church or go to the Methodist Protestant church. So in the end, I resigned myself to even begin to attend their meetings.
I must confess that the whole time I stayed in this community for almost twelve years, I was like an extra, because I was not very regular in their meetings. Because I do not feel in me a belief, for all I could see how in this community. And even all of their teachings I received at the end of which, they asked me to make a decision to get baptized in this community, I did not, I still felt a great strength in my heart. That
how I stayed in this community despite me, driving me all the time more than a pagan. Especially in this community is allowed to drink beer or alcohol. To mitigate their position, as regards the fact that they admit that their members can boirent alcohol or beer, Jehovah's Witnesses say that what is forbidden is to get drunk but drinking, you can drink but avoid to get drunk.
advantage of this situation, the devil and seductive, the devil, knowing what God has done for me, pushed me right into the drink. I drank beer and alcohol as a barrel, and had become practically a drunkard and a fornicator, totally immersed in prostitution. As you can see these two things always go hand in hand! Meanwhile, I had even forgotten the vow I made to serve the Lord and to testify to everything he did for me.
In this community, I saw nothing that could humiliate my spiritual heart so that i get back on track, to abandon the path of sin and death into which I had once more engaged, yet I who came to experience the love and grace of God that me saved his life, some seconds of death, by a miracle he has made.
Thus, in 1990, I experienced a situation of distress in my house. Since I was already married, my oldest daughter who was 10 years, had experienced a dislocation, where so-called muscle tear at the right ankle while playing with her friends rope.
Two days after the child's leg swelled up incredibly at the knee, and the child began to make very high fevers. We then decided to bring him to the hospital, and once at the hospital, the child was hospitalized. A few days later, we were informed that the child had a disease called "sepsis". After a month, the disease carried the child and she died. It's a long story I know you do not report all the details in this presentation.
But what is important to know that, when the child was still sick in the hospital before his death, we went one day to visit the child with two brothers, Jehovah's Witnesses, who were my spiritual guides who came to visit me every time at home. That day, when we arrived at the hospital, in the light of these brothers, the children asked that they can pray for her because she was hallucinating, that is to say she saw things we of course, we could not see, but she only saw. She saw the evil spirits, dwarves very ugly, which came with knives to take, and go kill her.
So that day, the child was crying a lot, and she insisted that the two brothers to pray for her because she saw all these phenomena. But curiously, neither of my two spiritual guides experienced in religious matters, could not open his mouth to pray for the child. That's what surprised me more, to see these two brothers Jehovah's Witnesses, were astonished at what a child of that age, because it was ten years old, asked them to pray for her .
For me it was a great surprise to see that we left the hospital that day with my two spiritual guides, Jehovah's Witnesses without making even the slightest prayer for the child, yet his condition, showed a great need we can pray for her.
One day I went alone to the hospital, a nurse among those who cared for the child called me aside and said, brother, is what you pray? I replied, yes I pray. He told me, or you pray? I told him I was praying to Jehovah's Witnesses. I say, your child is not sick, but she is just possessed by evil spirits. Seeking a man God anointed with the Spirit of God to come and pray for the child to the issue of these evil spirits that disturb her, so she will feel better, but if you fails, you risk losing it, I shall he!
So I told him, If thou know a man anointed of God, as you just tell me, show it to me to alleviate my job, instead I waste my time searching here and there , while the child is already in a very deplorable. I say, I do not know show you a person, but what I ask you, go home yourself at home and pray to God, who alone sees the grief that is in your heart because of the illness of your child, it will show you a man who will come and pray for the child for the issue of these evil spirits disturbed.
Thus, we parted with that of nurses. But once at home I began to imagine what I had to do to rapidly search the man of God he was all about. Since I was in a hurry given the state of the child, I started first by asking questions in the neighborhood, asking if we can actually find a man anointed with the Spirit of God, which is capable pray for someone who issue is possessed by evil spirits.
People around me tell me that yes, there are anointed men of God who can pray for delivering someone who is possessed by evil spirits. So I told them, if you know one, show it to me for him to come pray for my child! One of them will hasten to show me a man of God he knew and he gave me his address.
is how from that day, I started doing tricks in the city, looking for men of God. I went from one community to another, from one church to another, and after several days, I found nothing in all these men in whom I am leading. And nobody could convince me that these men were really men of God.
Ultimately, as I saw nothing convincing, I decided to stay with me just at home, without further research. Indeed, when I took this resolution, it was just because I'm reminded of a biblical writing in the Old Testament, which speaks of King David, who for the child's illness that he had with his wife of Uri army officer he killed. How David because of the disease that this child was very fond, had retired in prayer and fasting for the Lord God to intervene and heal his son who was dying.
Having this thought in mind, I said in my heart that I could also do as King David, come in fasting and prayers, that God who sees the pain is in my heart, disease my child, intervene to save her.
So I set myself to six days of fasting and prayer, that God himself intervened to save the child. I assure you I did not know pray. But the whole time I observed this fast and I slept on a bag on the floor in my house, and I was reading and meditating on the scriptures of the Bible New World Translation of Jehovah's Witnesses.
During these days of fasting and prayers, from time to time, I turned my heart, my thoughts to the Lord, asking him to help my child for his recovery. After six days, it was a Saturday at two o'clock, I had to leave work, just in my house where I was sitting on a chair, tired from work, and shot down by the weakness of the fast I came to observe, I fell asleep on the chair where I sat. So, while I was sleeping, I heard an audible voice that said, Go into the church where we make too much noise when you're going to make you at your big brother who remains in camp CMG, you see this church here?
In this vision I saw the place and the church offered to me, but as I dozed again, his voice audible to return me to repeat what she had told me before, always telling me that church. Thus, I woke with a start, and the location and image this church that had just heard the voice tell me, was always in mind. I got outside, I took the water and I washed. After that I put my clean clothes, then I left the house to direct me to this church which had been indicated in the vision.
The church, which had been given is one of the churches evangelical revival, commonly called Pentecostal churches. (I reserve to call this church namely, to avoid playing in the traffic of influence).
is indeed in this Wake up church where I met for the first time, and that day has even begun my release and my deliverance from satanic forces, the beginning of my faith and experience of the gradual process of my true conversion, by a powerful action of the Holy Spirit working in us by the manifestation of love and mercy of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, who delivered me from death and all that corrupted my old life ; by alcoholism, sexual impurity, sexual immorality, the fraud, deceit, lust, greed, disease, etc. .. !
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